Keep going! Only 3 more chapters to go... which will mark the very first time I've made it all the way through The Artist's Way. We can totally do this!
DON'T TURN BACK NOW! That's the main gist of Chapter 9, actually. Julia shares lots of stories of people who consciously (or unconsciously) sabotage their creative lives. There are all sorts of ways that fear can start to undermine what we're doing. It can present itself in different forms but when it comes down to it, it's just plain ol' fear. I've totally felt it... during Chapter 7, during Chapter 8 and now. This is the part where Coehlo's "Beginner's Luck" starts to run out and you are running and running and thinking omg, what was I thinking? There's no end to this. I should just go back over there to my cozy little box and screw this Hero's Journey nonsense! That's for the movies! The real deal is way to hard, long, scary.
Stick with it.
Speaking of Hero's Journey, there's actually a part of that cycle that's called Crossing the First Threshold. Perhaps this is it, the time when you meet some resistance that tests your commitment to the transformation you wished for. It's when the universe tests you, saying Are you for real? If you're for real, you'll keep going.
Keep going!
I'm going to keep going. I hope you will to.
p.s. Wait. Where's the compassion part? It's in calling a spade a spade... you're NOT lazy or unfocused or not committed or whatever judgements you are throwing at yourself right now about your artistic/creative life. You're AFRAID! Call it what it is: FEAR. Name your fears, bring them into the light, love them and KEEP GOING! :D You've got this.
She says. To herself.
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